Fabulous kind of crazy

Clearly there is alot on my mind with the way these blogs are falling out of me. Lifes crazy, but that fabulous kind of crazy right now. 

Stress? Yup, you can say that again.

Excited? Oh absolutley!

Nervous? Shaking in my boots, here comes reality. 

Exhausted? You betcha, wheres my redbull?

Bring it on, it only gets better from here. 

The wishing well

I have been stuck staring at a wishing well, unable to make a move
Being torn between opposing forces.
The light of hopes the wishes bring, and the dark of the depths that come along with the well.
Its difficult to decipher what I want and what I need.
I fantasize of the miracles it could bring, but am intrigued by the pool that lays below.
Do I jump? Or do I hold on to light that sits above.
Its a tricky thing to avoid temptation, but its always worth the fight.

Unexpected endings

Its hard to deal with the absence of certain people in my life. Its never any easy thing to let go, especially when the timing just feels so wrong. Are things suppost to be like this? End this way? I dont feel they are which is why it is that much harder to understand the unexpected endings.

fixing my split ends

Realising now the procrastination I have built up towards my blog. Something about writing my thoughts out to the public eye of the internet is the last thing I feel like doing at the end of my days lately. Time is creeping on me, the end of all of this is coming fast and I have to make sure I hang on to it all. Time to fix all of my split ends before its over!